stephanielynn

Tue, 10 Apr 2007 16:32:16 GMT

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 19:49:18 GMT

So I have been totally swamped with schoolwork lately. I don't do shit anymore, because I have no time. Basically, I cannot wait until April rolls around. I'm hoping and praying for some good karma. These last two months have been pretty shitty at times, and I just hope I get rewarded for sticking it out with a great month of April...my 19th birthday, Brand New, +44, a possible trip out West again, and Say Anything/SavestheDay in early May. I need to drive to Gainesville asap and check out this house a very good friend of mine is buying for the fall thats right near the UF campus. It's a 4bed/4bath, and she already asked me if I wanted to live there, so at least I have more than one option now....plus, I think it's smarter to live with her then live with my friends Kevin and Kirk from Satellite Beach...I would most likely fail out of school if I chose that house haha

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Fri, 12 Jan 2007 00:33:23 GMT

you must not know about me.

what happened to livejournal?

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 01:56:34 GMT

simply put, this was the best Christmas ever. right now i'm in jetlag city though because i woke up in california, but i'm eating dinner in florida. its fucking with my head.

miss my west coast family so much it hurts.

Mon, 18 Dec 2006 20:12:16 GMT

soooo it's not like my dad who i haven't seen in over 13 years are twins or anything............

california is the fucking shit and i dont wanna leave.

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Sun, 03 Dec 2006 16:18:16 GMT

last night was the most fun i've had in forever. harloe/angels and airwaves @ plush. tom delonge's autograph tattooed on my left hip haha. i still can't believe i actually got it. he's probably the nicest guy in the world.

wake forest won.
gators won.

flying to california in t-minus 13 days.
life's gooood.

...someone just kidnap me please so i can stay in jacksonville. i don't wanna go back to melbourne tonight =/

nobody said it was easy.

Sat, 25 Nov 2006 02:55:04 GMT

i just have to say to anyone who is growing tired of this city..or thinks it's 'lame', or 'the most shitty town in the world', i think you should be taken away for a minimum of three months, with no option to return or with no time whatsoever to come back for a weekend to visit, and see how much that will change your outlook. i have not been home since august 19, and it really is an eye-opener of how much i took for granted. not only my family, friends, and pets, but this beautiful city in general.
over these last few months, i have been so homesick at times, i didn't think i would make it through my first semester of college. but i stuck through it, and managed to. it was really difficult though, i'm not gonna lie. but i seriously am so happy to be back home for thanksgiving. everything is perfect. i love my family so much. and my home. and jacksonville. and the weather is amazing. life is beautiful<3

one complaint i have is: NOT ENOUGH TIME!!! i seriously have the longest list of people to see and spend time with, but i know for a fact i wont get to 75% of them because i leave sunday, and i only have two days left=[ but i promise to everyone that Christmas break will be the time when i visit with alll my friends!

so far, break has been awesome. wednesday night was fun at fuel. saw a lot of friends, harloe played amazing. thanksgiving i gained 10lbs, but whatever. today spent the whole day with my mom. tomorrow, shopshopshop, then boat parade at the landing with my loves, then beach to hangout with my boys!! =]

things are different now. but change is a constant and my life is in God's hands so I know I am taken care of. ever since the end of july my life has been a rollercoaster. i've lost people who i need most in my life right now, but i have no control over their decisions. so, i'm stuck just wondering if a friendship will ever be rekindled..

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 19:32:56 GMT

pretty fucking bummed i'm not going to see Plus 44 in Orlando tonight that's for damn sure.
this whole birthday celebration for dore better be fucking worth it.

goddamn i cant get over the fact that i'm missing an opportunity to see trav and mark ha
wtf is wrong with me?

i better be seeing them in sacramento in december or elseeeeeeeeeeeee.

and school is a fucking bitch. im so stressed its not even funny.
Christmastime, please hurry and get here!

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Tue, 07 Nov 2006 18:26:03 GMT

stressed. sore. happy. excited.
aggravated. cranky. annoyed. tired.
restless. nostalgic. lethargic. mellow.
moody. content. discontent.

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 13:08:41 GMT

last night was the second best night i've had down here.
it's pretty obvious when i miss the OC, just because i'm having
too much fun @ john's. anyways, i stayed up for half the night
with kevin, tommy, and their best friend kirk who is in town from UF.
Next school year, I want to move in with all of them in a house in
Gainesville...I think my life would be set haha

I still haven't seen Saw III, and my poor lungs are gonna collapse
before i turn 19 i swear. someone change my horrible smoking addiction please.

ANGELS AND AIRWAVES PLAY PLUSH THIS DECEMBER 2ND.
I HAVE NO WORDS RUNNING AROUND IN MY
LITTLE HUNGOVER HEAD THAT MEAN ENOUGH TO EXPLAIN MY HAPPPINESS ABOUT THIS.
GOOD KARMA IS STARTING TO WORK IN MY FAVOR;
FINALLYYYYYYY.

i need sleeeep

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 15:17:52 GMT

college life is killing me. no sleep. fucking hard as shit classes every day. too much alchol.no sleep. fucking douchebag guys who just want some ass. and did i mention no sleep?

life doesnt rule right now.

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 05:15:12 GMT

you know how they say that in life, you go through many 'peaks and valleys'?
well, i'm definitely at a crucial valley right now.

i'm having trouble with things. including being happy with my life.

helloooo lj

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 02:11:23 GMT

it's been a while.
new loves of my life include:
the house of blues
downtown disney
the WEATHER outside
frank sinatra
cinematic sunrise
chiodos
craig owens in general
powernaps
sonic for breakfast lunch&dinner.
third eye blind
new christina aguilera
urban outfitters&forever21.

i think im getting a job at hollister here in melbourne. hello old memories.
i want it though because the new winter jackets are to fucking die for.

i have all day off tomorrow so im contemplating drving up to jax for the day and coming back
here wednesday morning. i do wanna see my kitty, and my sisters best friend's new baby girl, and my mom,
and angies subs, but i dont wanna drive 3 hours.

house of blues on sunday night was great. chiodos/etid/fftl=one of the best shows ive ever seen.
and i miss luke barnes terribly!

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 03:59:29 GMT

"So tonight as I walk
The moon makes faces at the trees
It's so nice to make fun of everything that I lost,
And I miss, and I love but never had."</br>

I am so fucking tired. I need to start sleeping at night.

happyness

Mon, 25 Sep 2006 15:54:16 GMT

life is great. weather's starting to change a tad. cold weather=ME IN HEAVEN! ugh, i hate the florida heat so much. and i cannot wait to go fall shopping!! jeeeans, boots and sweaters!
this new outkast song called the mighty o is the shit. im so jealous of alex--he's getting his halfsleeve done this weekend @ the tattoo convention. i wish i could be there!
i'm getting more added on to my crown in the next month or so. my friend kevin who i met @ school is hooking me up hardcore money-wise because
he parents own a tattoo shop in cocoa. he told me i can get it for no charge. im fuckin lucky.

i have a new addiction: skittles. only the ones in the purple bag though.
and i;m a fat ass to the max. idk why, but i eat so freaking much down here. constantly. but whatever. i;m young and i can work it off.
but seriously, when i come back to jax for thanksgiving, i know my friends are gonna notice a change haha..my tummy is bulging.

the black dahlia was an amazing movie. sooo freaking suspenseful andddd josh hartnett....do i even have to continue? ha
i feel like i have made 15 new best friends with the girls on my team. each and every one of them is like a sister to me. and i love that feeling.
i can trust every single one of them and talk to them about ANYTHING, and i've known them for only 1 month. lifelong friendships for sureeee.
i love my girls so much and i'm so thankful i met them all. there all so amazingly talented and are gonna be so successful in life. i cant to see
where all of us do with our lives.

anyways, i officially have three stalkers at my school. one is a black jamacian dude, one is a white guy who works at this italian restaurant im obsessed with which sucks because im not gonna stop goign there and he thinks i go in there just to see him ha, and the last is a white guy who thinks hes black and is obsessed with bob marley. needless to say, its funny. sometimes creeepy, but still funny.

i found a place that is IDENTICAL to thee imperial! and its right down the street from my apartment. i was soo excited. and all the kids are soooo nice. its called JC's and mainly just local bands play. its weird too because after shows, most the kids go to sonic which is practically next door to JC's and it feels like im back home aagain because god knows my addiction to sonic haha.

the baseball team did amazing over the weekend. i feel such at home with the team...its always been easier for me to hangout with guys over girls and that has not changed. i have such a great time just going over ryan grant's apt every night and watching football or playing beer pong or doing something crazy with them. they all welcomed me so fast and im so glad they did.

im really looking forward to this fall&winter. fftl/chiodos/etid coming up october 15!
say anything/mewithoutyou/piebald soon too!
and of course brand new&dashboard in november! and cartel/nfg!!!!

and the BEST----CALIFORNIA with my sister december 16-24! we're starting to plan out the week and so far, we have a roadtrip to san franciso & napa valley and a two or three day stay in LOS ANGELESSSS!! and venice beach! i can;t even think about it or else my heart starts racing.

welllll, my last class got cancelled today sooo that completely made my day. but im gonna take a nap then i have practice @ 4:30 soooo peace out.

-[you're what keeps me believing this world's not gone dead.]-

yep.

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 04:43:43 GMT

everyone needs to go out and buy the new new found glory cd tomorrrow. it's amazing.
i finally have internet at my apt. about damn time.
fuck yes to the jaguars shutting out the fucking superbowl champions =D

tommy and i talked tonight and i love the way we are right now.
i've changed so much as a person the last month or so.

im happy with the person i have become. and my views. sometimes i get tired of school, and softball, or only getting 4 hours
of sleep max each fuckin night--but then i think about my future, and the amazing, lifelong friends i've made down here, and i start
thinking positive again.

lately i've been on a cartel and brand new binge.
and i'm a fucking fat ass to the max. i eat too much for a college student.

i hope these two years flyyyy by

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 22:39:07 GMT

I'm ready to move here...

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 00:10:53 GMT

i've been in jax since last night. i went straight to thee imperial to see the dahmer anatomy, and i surprised alex=]
last night was weird, but fun as shit. i love this feeling of having nothing to do. it's rare nowadays, so im enjoying it. i've been lazy all day and i havent felt one ounce of guilt about it because i know once i go back tomorrow night, i wont be back until thanksgiving, and until then its constant on-the-go-with-barely-any-sleep-ever. but life is good. bcc is great. ive met some really cool friends in melbourne already. i cant wait until nfg and cartel in november. im in the mood to smoke. i want another tattoo. for once, i feel so carefree about like. i could stay like this forever.

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 19:28:28 GMT

"If you want to know what a man's like, take a good look at how he treats his inferiors, not his equals. "
-Joanne Kathleen Rowling

so tonight my roommates and i are driving to cocoa beach to eat dinner and walk the boardwalk and just have a really chill night. im excited. its so freaking gorgeous out there.

tomorrow i may be driving back to jax in the afternoon. if not, my mom's coming down here to visit me. i dont really want to drive up again, but i want to see alex's show--soooooo we'll see.

update

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 12:37:34 GMT

"THE ONE THING THAT MATTERS IS THE EFFORT."
-Antoine de Saint-Exupery

i'm really truly enjoying it down here wayyy more than i expected. i'm pretty sure i love it.
oh yeah, and ernesto did absolutely NOTHING!
and i'm obsessssed with the few new NFG songs.

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 15:05:20 GMT

i'm back in Jacksonville for the weekend. i'm a loser and fell asleep on Alex last night [the only night he's expecting to go out], so if you read this Alex, i'm SORRY! and you should hate me =[
but i'm gonna see you before i leave to go back tomorrow afternoon--no questions asked!

after this is little trip back to jax, i won't be back home until literally Thanksgiving.....aka i expect tonight to be better than any night i've ever spent in Jville.

plan [as of now] includes:
an exciting day of shopping @ the townscenter with my mom.
Altell tonight for the JAGS vs. TAMPA BAY game w/ my sister!!!
The Pearl afterwards with friendsssss.
then most likely out to the beach to visit the love of my life, LUKE! i never got a chance to say goodbye to him, so i wanna visit and see how he's been doing.

oh yeah--and sometime in between those things, i gotta surprise alex!
<3333

QUOTE OF THE DAY:

"Love is a serious mental disease."
-Plato.

loving life.

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 16:29:01 GMT

"All mortals tend to turn into the things they are pretending to be."
- C.S. Lewis

"Nothing external to you has any power over you."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

life is great. college is awesome. i love it down here in melbourne..classes are sweet. college guys are sweet. haha

waking up at 8am every morning sucks, but whatever..it's college. yesterday i took a little roadtrip to orlando. visiting a lot of friends at ucf. that was fun. then went to Millenia then got lost downtown haha

right now im about to fall over in my chair, so im gonna nap till 1:15 then driving to Palm Bay for my first softball meeting to meet all the girls.

hope all is well in jacksonville.

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 22:20:20 GMT

"You will not be punished for your anger, you will be punished by your anger."
- Buddha

sooooooo my apartment is amazing. my roomates are amazing. im gonna have soo much fun. we decorated it like..70s retro with bright, eclectic colors everywhere. i love it.
except our bathroom just flooded haha..but whatever i still love it!

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 10:28:14 GMT

Love is the ultimate outlaw. It just won't adhere to any rules. The most any of us can do is sign on as its accomplice.
- Tom Watson

tonight went from horrible to amazing. thanks to one person who most likely doesn't even realize it. i leave jacksonville in about 24 hours...how lucky can i get? i meet someone who could easily potentially be an amazing part of my life FOUR days before i leave for college. seriously..God hates me.

8/15

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 08:42:40 GMT

"When you dance, your purpose is not to get to a certain place on the floor. It's to enjoy each step along the way."
-Wayne Dyer.

redneck date #2 tuesday night [tonight!!]
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